Current mood:

tired

for a while

Meow, it's been a while. KOAS, my freaky little alter ego has taken a back burner to real life. I wish I had more room for her. Unfortunately between work & school, there just isn't much time for play. Oh, I still get mine, but it's been pretty vanilla. Which is okay. I like vanilla, with some spice now & then. But for me it's optional. And there hasn't been anyone in particular I'd like to spice things up with anyway.
I think that's what I was going for when I signed up for collarme.com back then. I've pretty much given up on that, though. Life got too busy & complicated & I felt bad continuing to log-in & look around when I really didn't have time to be with a man in that capacity. I'd still like to, eventually. Maybe? It is something I want, but KOAS is fiercely single & I am not. Single, yes...fiercely, not lately. And the few I might consider let catch me are too precious to play around on. But I perish the thought of being tied-down before I've had my fill of being tied-up. (ba-dum-ching) *sigh* Well, off to bed, I think.